I Just Want to Be in Love Again

And I know how rare true love can be.

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I was once in love with a wonderful man who filled me with joy, hope, and belief in myself. And after knowing him for a very short time, he died. Many of my readers already know that I don’t consider death the end of anything, and I know he’s still here — I still love him deeply — but there is nothing that can take the place of a physically-present life partner.

The spirits who surround me teach me daily that there is love everywhere. I have learned that there are many things we can’t see with our eyes that are possible at any moment. Love wants to wrap itself around us, but our ego-selves want to prevent that at every turn. I work on that as much as possible. I surrender.

So, I have faith that love will come to me again. It’s everything to me.

I just want to be in love again. Time has passed, and since his death, I have thought day and night about the thrill of love. I want that feeling again. I want to have an experience that knocks me off my feet, enlightens me, and brings me new experiences. That, to me, is real love. It’s not about having someone to hang out with or to talk to when I’m feeling lonely. It’s not about sex at all. It’s about the existential explosion of a lifetime. it’s about the…