That Time I Was Losing My Mind

But it was really a spiritual awakening

Emily Jennings

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POV: You’re low key losing your mind while the rest of the world seems to stay the same
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A few years ago, I remember feeling like I didn’t know what reality was anymore. Matter became imaginary. Truth was fluid. My identity wasn’t real. I began losing my mind.

There were few people I could tell about it because I might be sent to the psych ward. I used to call my friend Chris and say, “It’s happening again, I am totally losing it!” We’d both laugh because it was funny. Having a spiritual awakening can be fun if you choose to have a sense of humor about it. When everything you’ve ever known comes into question, what’s there not to laugh about?

Have you ever felt like you’re dreaming during waking life? Do you sometimes sense the cracks in reality? Do you know what it feels like to lose yourself in the void? I do. I am going to tell you all about it. I know a lot of you reading this know what I’m talking about.

The important part of this experience is that you must totally lose your mind in order to gain a new one — a mind that is at a higher vibrational level.

My spiritual awakening a few years ago was just one of several — and trust me, it’s still happening. They come in waves. They are triggered by various…

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Emily Jennings
Emily Jennings

Written by Emily Jennings

I am here to confirm you're not crazy. Your life has meaning and nothing is an accident. | IG: @wellness_oneness | www.wellnessoneness.com

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